Date: Fri, Aug 12, 2011 at 12:27 AM
Subject: hey, yaad hai kya
one year dude, fck, time actually slips away fast. But i dnt think you even remmbr this day, but i do. Quite clearly rather. Afterall, it has shaped a part of me as i am today. i just would like to say thanks.
Thanks for letting me know that love is not what one demands physically (i still maintain that promise i made you, just for the record), if it werent you i wouldnt have been quite sure. But as on date, i have never felt a stronger emotion than the one i had felt 365 days ago. Telling you, was the most liberating moment hitherto. I dont quite know how awkward is this mail making you feel, but pls do read it. I dont even know whether you have forgiven me or not but i hope you have. But sahi mei, it wasnt in my control.
nonetheless, i guess we both are doing good. i have precisely speaking in these 365 days quite literally have gone ahead in understndn my sexuality and what is it for me to be like this. i m doing not bad i guess. Just need a bit more courage i guess.
pak raha hoga tujhe, i hate doing this, but i had to, just couldnt control the urge to write down a mail to you. I would still request confidentiality.
i have cried but i smile today,
looking at the stars i smile,
trying to float i smile,
in the rains i smile.
in short, i smile a lot these days.
Thanks a tonne.
Just try to reply.
Date: Fri, Aug 12, 2011 at 4:44 PM
Subject: Re: hey, yaad hai kya
Subject: Re: Re: hey, yaad hai kya